The Specters of Return

Diaaeldin Mahmoud Abdel Moaty Abdel Raheem
2025 / 3 / 29

The aroma of cardamom and locally brewed coffee rose from the cups of the ancient café, like a thread connecting the present to the past. Ahmed sat in his favorite corner, a faded image of Saladin dangling from his right fingers, and in his left, an old newspaper carrying a forgotten history. The picture was not merely a symbol of heroism—it was his father’s final will: "Let your shield be faith, and your sword, knowledge, my son."


After a decade of exile between refugee camps and foreign libraries, he returned to his city only to find it a ghost of what it once was. The shattered buildings told stories of shelling, and the gaunt faces whispered tales of hunger. Even the minaret of the old mosque—once pointing to the sky like a finger defying oppression—now bent like the spine of an elderly woman.

In the opposite corner, he spotted a young girl devouring a book with weary eyes, as if drawing from it the strength to face reality. He approached her cautiously and asked,
"What book steals your ---sleep---?"
She lifted her heavy eyes, flipped a page slowly, and replied, "A history of uprisings... I’m searching for the secret of our defeats."

A long conversation unfolded between them. Ahmed revealed his secret papers: diaries written during his years of exile and letters from comrades who were no more. The girl—her fingers tracing the book’s cover as if dusting off memory—said, "So many sacrifices... and all that remains is betrayal."
Ahmed looked at her, then answered while fidgeting with insomnia pills in his palm, "The problem is we search for Saladin in museums, while he bleeds in our streets."

The next day, Ahmed found Noor debating a group of youths by the Martyrs’ Monument. She read to them from a yellow notebook:
"Gramsci said: Revolution is not an appointment, but a march of generations... And it begins when we confront our fears before we confront the enemy."

One of the youths turned to Ahmed: "You’ve returned from abroad—tell us... is there hope?"
Ahmed handed them pages from his diaries and answered, "Hope is not a place we reach, but a road we build, step by step."
Over the weeks, the old café transformed into a beehive of activity. Noor taught history, Ahmed instructed youths in oratory and law, while others painted graffiti on the ruined walls, turning war scars into canvases for their stories. Even Grandma Umm Muhammad, who once sold fava beans on the corner, began recounting tales of past resistance.

One night, as Ahmed cleaned his broken glasses, a knock came at the door. He opened it to find Noor holding a letter from the neighborhood children:
"We heard you’re a writer and a man of law... You taught us how to write letters to the future."
At that moment, he realized the "---sleep---ing minds" had begun to awaken.

A year later, Ahmed stood before the city hall, now a cultural center. On the large mural, the youths had painted a face—half Saladin, half a young man—with the words beneath: "Heroes are not ghosts of the past, but ourselves when we choose to stand."
In the mural’s corner, Noor put the final touches on their new emblem: the old minaret, its curve now a rainbow. She turned to Ahmed and said, "You know? I’ve found the answer... The secret of our defeats was forgetting that victory is an art, a will, and awareness—before it is a battle."
Ahmed smiled as he hung a new portrait of Saladin on the wall: "And the secret of our victories is that we learned love before marksmanship."

It was no surprise when Ahmed and Noor married in a simple ceremony, their hearts embraced by the neighborhood. As some whispered about "the birth of the next Saladin," Ahmed stood firm and declared:

"Do not wait for Saladin to be born—we will never be free until we all become Saladin."
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